Lisa and The Beasts

I am sick today.

declarative statement. I am all about them.

I want to be in my bed. My real bed. Or on my couch, but I loaned it to a friend and my favorite bookself. But they are being well cared for and so is Katie the dog I gave to him. Actually, maybe I didn't give her to him, maybe she chose him and it was just meant to be.

I want to watch Breakfast at Tiffany's. It really is a great movie. I feel like watching a sappy movie. A movie that will move me to tears. I don't fear any tears today. They might be a good thing. Sometimes, I feel like I need an emotional release and today is one of those days. Either I am way too hormonal. Trying to balance this out. It is one way women are given a little power to control their lives.
So, I am feeling the need to snuggle into bed and watch old sappy movies that will make me cry. Crying is good for the soul. so is laughing but sometimes tears are what we need to shed for some reason. I know there is a biologically reason I am sure, there has be, we don't have things for no reason.

I found a coffee shop that is closer to my house. I won't have to drive all the way to New Orleans to get a cup. In fact I think I am going to take my tired self there. No show, just go as I am. Okay, I will change out of my pajamas. I miss my cargo pants and doc martens. I didn't bring these, because i did not want to spend my days dressed in the cloths that i love so much. i spent all last winter wearing my fleece diving tights under my cargo pants with my dock martens. it gets cold in portland and it is much warmer that way. but very unsexy??? hell no. it is damn sexy. it is what is under all the warm cloths. those days seem so long ago.

it is a new year, a new day and a new beginning. what will this year bring?